I finished the Twilight series today. Damn you, Breaking Dawn, for being only 570 something pages. And Meyers... if only she did a 7-books series like Rowling's Harry Potter.
EC took over my life.
Ok, I'm exaggerating. But I wish vampires existed after this book... but only if they are vegetarians and watch food network. (Inside joke)
I want to be in a gazebo like this. Btw the background music of my xanga was the song playing in the background of the video.
I remember when these change of view points way back.
Changes are never good, nuh, uh.
I'm either growing up, or...
yeah. I'm growing up.
You know. We just want to be happy. I think I am almost 100% healed from anxiety and paranoia. After today, I feel like I can breathe again. It's like I found my identity or something. The feeling's quite pleasurable. I am worry-less, and very optimistic about life. Even though I know there will be more obstacles and problems... I think I can handle them without freaking out so much now.
I finally believe the phrase, "Everything happens for a reason." I finally accepted the concept and its consequences. And I think because of this, I finally feel free.
One single smile, a helping hand, hold on It's not that hard to be a friend, hold on So don't give up, stand 'til the end, hold on 'Cause there's more to life than just to live, hold on
'Cause an empty room can be so loud There's too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on
When you love someone and they break your heart Don't give up on love, have faith, restart Just hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on
When it falls apart and you're feeling lost All your hope is gone, don't forget to hold on Hold on.
Scilla, I love you! I'll always be by your side. Especially when I know what it all feels like... I understand where you're coming from. It may be really hard...but hold on. Because you deserve the best in life. Please stick around Scil, we need you. <3
(btw the hold on part meant hold on and take a deep breath and stay around... I need my f21/pet supply buddy! (joke joke) )
